Thread of Suspicion (Joe Tyler Mystery #2) Page 4

  In my favor.

  He folded his bony hands together on the table. “But here’s the biggest reason I think your daughter is alive.”

  I tore off the corner of the napkin, rolled it into a ball and dropped it in the water.

  “You know from the message-board world about the rumors that pop up,” he said, staring across the table at me. “People will say anything.”

  “It’s the hardest part,” I said. “At least it used to be for me. Distinguishing leads or facts from utter crap.”

  He nodded. “Yes. Exactly. People like to insert themselves in the drama. It is hurtful and insidious. I’d like to see those that spread false information treated just as harshly as abductors.”

  The bell above the diner door jingled and two college-aged girls came in, shaking snow from their coats and laughing.

  “But if you look hard enough, you can find grains of truth even in the rumors,” he continued. “And if you see something enough, there is usually some truth to be found in it. Maybe the story is that the child is living in some city in Africa. Ten people give ten different African countries. It might not be Africa, but it usually turns out that the child is alive somewhere.”

  I wasn’t sure where he was going.

  “And some horrific individuals will start reporting awful things about a child’s death,” he said, his voice dropping an octave. “Ten different ways the child has been killed. None of them may be true, but there’s a good chance that the child is no longer with us.” He paused. “There is usually an inkling of truth if there’s enough crap out there.”

  “Okay,” I said, a bit annoyed at what felt like his going on a tangent. “But what does that have to do with Elizabeth?”

  Rodney settled back into the booth and drummed his fingers on the table. “I spent a lot of time researching your daughter’s disappearance after…after, um…” His voice trailed off, unable to recall what he was trying to remember.

  “After you heard about Topeka?” Isabel offered.

  He snapped his fingers. “Yes. After Topeka. I tried to find every word I could that was written about her, you, the disappearance.” A mirthless smile crept across his face. “Again. A retired old cop has a lot of free time.”

  Isabel smiled at him.

  “But I don’t think there’s anything left for me to read about your daughter,” he said.

  “Okay,” I said, still not understanding.

  “People have claimed a lot of things about your daughter,” he said. “No doubt, you’ve seen them all.”

  I had. I’d followed up on all of them in one way or another.

  “In different places, with different people, doing different things,” he said. “Hard to make heads or tails out of most of it, but I’m guessing you’ve probably run it all down, discredited all of it.”

  I nodded. “Yeah. I have.”

  He smiled, the corners of his mouth pulled upward.

  “What?” I said.

  He leaned forward, setting his elbows on the table, his eyes sparkling. “Not once has anyone anywhere claimed that your daughter is dead.”

  THIRTEEN

  I thought hard about that.

  “Not once, Joe,” he said, holding up a finger. “Not once has anyone reported her death. That is a rarity.”

  “So you think that means she’s alive?” I asked.

  He hesitated, then nodded. “I do. There is very little that points to her death. Virtually nothing.” He paused again. “Dead bodies turn up. Bones don’t stay hidden. They turn up. Almost always. You have to know that as a former cop.”

  He was right. Bodies very rarely stayed hidden. They turned up eventually.

  “I find it hard to believe that your daughter is gone from us when her death has never even been rumored nor her body located after such a long time,” he said, shaking his head. “It would be a first.”

  I was always aware that she’d never been reported dead. It was my lifeline. I clung to it. But I’d never thought about it in the context that Rodney had just placed it. I wasn’t sure I was ready to take it as absolute truth, but if nothing else, it gave a bit more strength to my hope.

  Rodney made a fist and knocked it against the table. “I truly believe Sarah is alive.”

  I stared at him. “Elizabeth,” I corrected.

  Confusion flitted through his eyes and Isabel shifted in the booth next to him.

  “Elizabeth?” he asked.

  “My daughter’s name,” I said. “It’s Elizabeth. Not Sarah.”

  His cheeks flushed. “Yes. Of course. I’m sorry. Elizabeth. Just got confused for a moment.” He chuckled, glancing at Isabel. “Must be my nap time.”

  Isabel touched his arm and smiled warmly at him. “Long day.”

  He patted her hand. “Yes. So I should probably be going.” He turned back to me. “I would be happy to help you any way I can while you’re here.”

  “Thank you,” I said. “I appreciate that.”

  He slid slowly out of the booth and Isabel followed him, helping him get situated in the walker.

  “She can get you my contact info,” he said. He extended a hand, leaning heavily on the other. “I’d really like for you to find your daughter.”

  I shook his hand. “Thank you. Me, too.”

  “I’ll be right back,” Isabel said.

  I nodded and they shuffled off across the diner and out the front door.

  I sat back in the booth, digesting what he’d said. He hadn’t really given me any facts or anything to follow, but at the very least, it helped to hear someone else who knew what they were talking about support my belief that Elizabeth was alive. I also thought he might be able to help me in Minneapolis. Names, contacts, introductions. He seemed sincere in his desire to help and I appreciated that. I would use it when the time came.

  But there was a problem.

  Isabel returned and slid back into the booth.

  “He drives himself?” I asked.

  She nodded. “Yep. He probably shouldn’t, but for right now, he refuses to give it up. Stubborn old bird.”

  “He’s Tess’s father,” I said. “That’s why you sent me to her.”

  “Didn’t think it was my place to put you in touch with him.”

  “Because of the memory issues?” I asked. “You weren’t sure Tess would be okay with it? Or that he was competent?”

  Her face clouded over.

  “You didn’t think I’d notice?” I asked. “Or you hoped it wouldn’t show up?”

  She stared down at the table for a moment before catching my eyes again. “I probably should’ve mentioned it before we met him. But, quite honestly, it hasn’t been an issue and I forget about it.”

  “He got confused on several things,” I said.

  “Small things.”

  “Still.”

  “He was diagnosed six months ago with Alzheimer’s,” she said.

  It was like a punch to the stomach.

  “But it’s barely shown up,” she said. “Small things, rare occasions. That’s it.”

  “Sure.”

  “Joe,” she said. “I’m serious.”

  I looked away from her. The two college girls were whispering across their table, serious expressions on their faces.

  “Look, I appreciate his opinions,” I said. “But I don't know how much help he can be when his memory is going. And if that sounds harsh…sorry. But I can’t afford to be led in the wrong direction. For all I know, he could’ve been talking about some other kid tonight.”

  “That’s unfair,” she said, frowning. “He screwed up a couple of names and couldn’t remember the name of a city in Kansas. Jesus Christ, I screw up names all the time.”

  “It’s different.”

  “No, it’s not,” she said, leaning across the table. “He knew the details of your daughter’s disappearance and was completely lucid while you guys talked. Hell, you didn’t even have to ask him any questions. He did all the talking because he had all that info locked
away in his head.”

  “Doesn’t mean he can help going forward.”

  “Doesn’t mean he can’t, either.”

  “I’m not looking to argue with you. And I’ll still help you look for Marc. I’m not going to renege.”

  She leaned back into the booth and her expression hardened. “I didn’t suggest Rodney just so you’d help me with Marc.”

  “Yes you did. It’s what we do.”

  The corners of her mouth twitched. “Maybe, initially. Sure. I help you, you help me. But I’m not suggesting you work with Rodney just so you’ll feel like I’m giving you something. You don’t wanna use him?” She shrugged. “Don’t. But you’d be stupid not to.” She pulled out her wallet and stood. She dropped several bills onto the table. “I’ve got work to do.”

  “You want me to go with you?” I asked.

  She thought for a moment, then shook her head. “No. Not today.” She pulled out the knit hat she’d worn earlier and pulled it snugly over her hair. “I don’t like you very much right now.”

  She strode away from the table, shoved open the door to the diner and disappeared out into the snowy afternoon.

  FOURTEEN

  I went back to Jacob Detwiler.

  After Isabel left the diner, I walked in the cold for a bit, letting the snow sting my skin, freeze my ears. I was restless. I had no idea how to take Rodney. My hopes had risen and then crashed back to Earth. I couldn’t deny that there was some sense in what he said but I was unsure of his facts and recall.

  So, I needed more info about Bailey Detwiler.

  I pulled up to the snow-covered curb and stepped carefully upon the un-shoveled walk.

  When Jacob opened the door, he looked like he was ready to vomit. “Really?”

  I held up my hands. “Hey. I’m sorry about yesterday. I’ll stand right here if you want.”

  He rubbed at his face, the small red dot where I’d jabbed him with the cigarette a tiny bullseye on his face. “What do you want now?”

  “Can I ask you a couple questions about your sister?”

  “Man, I told you, she’s gone.”

  “I know,” I said, nodding. “But I think there are a couple of things you might be able to help me with.”

  “And why should I wanna help you exactly?”

  “Because I miss my daughter,” I said. “She was taken from my front yard. I’ve never seen her again. I’m trying to find her. That picture I showed you yesterday? That’s the only time I’ve seen her since she disappeared.”

  Jacob’s face remained impassive and he leaned against the doorframe. “I’m not inviting you in. You can freeze your ass off out there for all I care.”

  That was as much of an invitation as I probably deserved. “Alright. You said your mom moved to Florida? Do you know where?”

  “I don’t remember,” he said.

  “You don’t remember,” I said.

  He shrugged. “Somewhere on the coast, I think.”

  “Is there any way to find out?” I asked. “I’d like to talk to her and your sister if possible.”

  He sighed. “I don’t know, man.”

  I couldn’t tell whether his indifference was more about me or more about having been abandoned by his mother. Probably a little of both.

  “Okay,” I said. “How about this? Did you and your sister go to school somewhere around here?”

  A smile tried to force its way onto his face. “When I actually went to school, yeah.”

  “I mean elementary school. When you were younger.”

  The smile gave up. “Yeah. Couple blocks from here. Hawkins.”

  “Public school?”

  “Do I look like a private-school kid?” He shook his head, irritated that I even asked the question. “Yeah. Shitty public elementary school. And, no, I don’t remember the names of her teachers.”

  “She went there the entire time you lived here?”

  “Yep.”

  A wave of icy air breezed up my back. “You really don’t know the name of the place in Florida?”

  “Look, man, I have zero interest in talking to my mom, alright?”

  “I understand. I’m not asking you to talk to her. I’m just looking for anything that leads to my daughter and talking to your sister is the best connection I’ve ever had to her.”

  He sighed again and his eyes shifted to the ground. “Yeah, but if you go poking around and tell them how you found them, she’s gonna start asking about me.”

  “You don’t talk to her at all?”

  “Nope.”

  “Do you want to?”

  “No, I really don’t,” he said, looking at me. “I don’t need her. And I don’t want her to start calling me and asking me how I am. I don’t want any of that crap. And if you go talking to her, I guarantee she’ll start bugging me.”

  “Okay,” I said. “I won’t tell her I talked to you.”

  He grunted. “Yeah, right.”

  “You don’t believe me?”

  He squinted at me. “Not really.”

  The wind blew up my back again and I pulled my coat tighter around me. Jacob made no move to invite me in.

  “Look, the only thing I care about is finding my daughter,” I said. “That’s it. Your business is your business and I’m not sticking my nose in it. You don’t tell me where they live, I’ll probably find it anyway. Just take me longer. But I have no interest in getting involved with you or your mom or any other member of your family. I just want to find my daughter.”

  He stood there, skepticism oozing out of every inch of him. It was hard to blame him. He may not have wanted anything to do with his mother but it was clear he still harbored a ton of anger. And it sounded like maybe it was warranted. It didn’t seem as if Jacob Detwiler had been dealt a great hand in the parenting cards.

  “Thanks for the name of the school,” I finally said. “I appreciate it.”

  I stepped down off the porch and headed for the car.

  “Vero,” he said.

  I turned around.

  “Vero Beach,” he said. He frowned at me. “That’s where they moved. Somewhere around there. But I don’t know if they still live there. But she always liked the beach. My mom.”

  “Okay,” I said. “Thanks.”

  He pulled himself off the doorframe and shoved his hands in his pockets. “Her last name is Madison now. And if you talk to my sister…” He thought for a long moment. “Just tell her I said hi.”

  He shut the door before I could tell him that I would.

  FIFTEEN

  I plugged the name of the elementary school into the GPS and I was there four minutes later.

  It was empty. I knew it would be. It was late in the afternoon and, as full of life as a school was during the day, it became a ghost town just as quickly.

  But I wanted to see it.

  The car idled at the curb, the heat buzzing softly, as I took it in.

  Rectangle brick building. Asphalt parking lot filled with small potholes and cracks. A lonely swing set on a snow-covered blacktop. Monkey bars lined with more snow.

  If I stared hard enough, I could see Elizabeth. Bundled up in a coat too big for her, a hat pulled down over her long blond hair, running around with bright red cheeks, smiling and laughing.

  My heart ached and I knew if I sat there long enough, I’d never be able to leave. I’d get out and walk the playground and look for signs of her, no matter how illogical that was. I’d convince myself that I could find something that would lead me to her, find her, give her back to me.

  And then when I couldn’t, I’d be paralyzed with fear and hurt and frustration.

  It would be like losing her all over again.

  My cell chirped and snapped me out of my reverie. I saw the name on the screen and grabbed it.

  “Hey, Mike,” I said.

  “Joe,” Mike Lorenzo said on the other end. “You in Minnesota?”

  “I am.”

  “You were fast.”

  “No point
in waiting, right?”

  The question was rhetorical. Mike taught me everything good about being a cop. He’d taken it personally when Elizabeth disappeared and had spent nearly as much time searching for her as I had.

  And he’d given me the picture.

  “Any luck?” he asked.

  I recounted what I’d learned in the short time I’d been in Minneapolis.

  “I can start running names in Florida,” he said.

  “That’d be great.”

  “I assume that’ll be your next stop?”

  “I’m gonna poke around here first,” I said. “I wanna see what else I can turn up. But yeah, eventually I’d like to go talk to the Detwiler girl.”

  “Okay,” he said. “Makes sense.”

  “The note you gave me with the picture,” I said. “Said you found it in a file. I assume it wasn’t in Elizabeth’s?”

  “No.”

  “Where was it, then?” I asked.

  There was a pause. “I can’t recall specifics. I’ve got it around here somewhere. I’ll need to go pull it. Can’t remember off the top of my head what the case name was. Old age setting in, I guess.”

  I bit back a smile. He was as sharp as ever, but a backload of work could fry anyone’s brain. “Whenever you get a chance.”

  “Will do.”

  He didn’t say anything and the silence was odd.

  “You just checking in with me? Or something else?” I asked.

  The line buzzed for a moment and he lowered his voice. “Something else.”

  My heart sped up and my hand tightened on the phone.

  “Things are a little weird around here,” he said.

  “Where? Coronado?”

  “No,” he said. “Well, yeah. At the station, I mean. The department.”

  “Weird how?”

  “Bazer brought you up the other day,” Mike said. “Wanted to know if I’d talked to you.”

  Lieutenant Bazer was my old boss. The one who’d essentially forced me out and subtly cast suspicion in my direction to protect his department. I didn’t miss him.

  “Why?” I asked. “He have something he needed to blame on me?”

  Mike chuckled. “No. At least not that he said. He asked if I’d spoken to you. I was vague. He pressed.”